I've not checked in here for a really long time! In the midst of A divs and mid years, but i have not been doing anything except sleeping, eating and playing hockey. Life is good now not the best not going to get any better anytime soon but i'm grateful for the many things lately. Being alone isn't that bad anyway. Been seeing Ben a lot again, of course i moved on from that phase of life already but there really is with no doubt the lingering feeling that still stays a part of me. Anyhow, till today i still think we never finished what we started and someday we'll find an end though not anytime soon. Well the match tomorrow is against SAJC, i really hope we get into the Top 4. So please pray for us and give us all the luck we need. ok bye!

WELL IM OVER IT ALREADY 2012 is GOING TO BE GOOD!!! IT BETTER BE. HAD AN AWESOME WEEK. IT WAS LIKE ALCOHOL FLOW DAY IN DAY OUT AND GOING HOME WAY AFTER MIDNIGHT, CAR RIDES WITH LOUD MUSIC AND A GREAT BUNCH OF PEOPLE FROM MY WORKPLACE, SHOPPING WITH MARIE, EPIC DANCE SESH W VARSHA, POKER DICE AND HAROLD N KUMAR W LU KENNY DAV EDMUND N VARSH, HOMECLUB W THE GIRLS, ORCHARD HOTEL ON NEW YEARS WALKING FROM SCOTTS ALL THE WAY TO SCAPE AND BACK, FROM GG FROM FLOOR TO FLOOR WITH GERALD AT 3 AM IN THE MORNING LAUGHING OUR FUCKING GUTS OUT, AND YKNW WHAT JUST CATCHING UP WITH THE WORLDS BESTEST PEOPLE. FUCKING GOOD END TO 2011!!!! IT WAS A GOOD YEAR I SUPPOSE. IT WAS :) LESSONS LEARNT, BRIDGES BURNT. WOW WHAT A SPAM. 

Back from LA finally! Great yesterday with my cj friends, they really never fail to make my day :) I love them and am ever so grateful to have met them in school! IT WOULDNT BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU GUYS <3 hehe anyway. yesterday was really weird cus i saw BOTH of them on the same day like seriously wud??? hahaha. okay whatever anyway i guess im just gonna bury the hatchet since next year is a new year! AND IM JUST GONNA START A NEW AND SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN SOON. I am happy. I truly am happy now. Ok off to meet my BEST GIRLS NOW! 

You're coming back, right? I miss you.

So today, i baked a ginormous amount of chocolate cookies for everyone. It got depressing after awhile, because i remembered we had plans to bake together during the holidays but looks like we cant do it now. Anyway on the lighter note, i got a job at Everything With Fries!!! And i'm meeting my niggas to cycle tomorrow and we're most probably jewing off free pitch time at CCAB after cyclin to have our 3 v 3 match hehe. Love em so much, its like i got to catch with them A LOT MORE this holidays.  (this heartshape is so gay) Yup, i know i've been posting here a lot more lately because these are some of the things that i really want to say to him but i obviously cannot!! btw, im not some depressed lost child, ok. gbyeee~ ^^

And happy birthday to tessa!! Wow, cant believe ive known her since 07 and to think we made it through all the shit that happened. Love her ttm.